im not me.

coldcaseoflove:

since you left i am no longer my self. im not happy. i cant seem to form a smile on my face. look what you have done. people usted to say i bring the sunshine, i could make anybody’s day turn around in a second. now…i cant look at anyone in the eyes. i was always on the go, never wanting to be alone. i pray for you every night. i have never cried so many tears over one person, every sad song i hear the water works come. you changed me. i never opened up, till i meet you. ive never been so sad, till i meet you. i have been happy for 4 years now, till i meet you. my depressions worse. i think of bad things, all the time. what if i got in a bad car crash..what if i accidentally overdosed.. what if i stopped eating and drinking..what if i was in the hospital.. would you even care? i dont want to put myself in harm, i just want your attention. i am no longer normal. i am no longer the real me. 

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